its all just a merry-go-round

Friday, June 25, 2004

had alot of fun the past few days...
okok.. lets start from yest morn.. woke up early so i could go down to church help in junior camp.. went just in time to do the dishes from breakfast.. lucky me.. XP.. so tried very desperately not to say too much.. it was super dirty can.. you dun know how dirty pri 1-6 children can get till you clean up after them.. the cups all half filled with milo also just dump there for me to wash.. at least throw away lar~.. ok fine nevermind.. than after tt.. walked ard.. nothing to do.. went up to the guys dorm at the library.. laze ard.. jeremy and darren were sleeping.. so went in did a lot of nonsense.. didnt let them sleep.. till i think at least morning tea.. then i think joyce came... help clear up morning tea.. and jeremy and darren were still sleeping.. when we were abt done.. jeremy woke up.. came down and helped start preparing for lunch.. with darren still sleeping.. ok lar.. basically darren spent the whole day sleeping lar. so i wun be talking about him k~..haha.. hmm..
before lunch started.. they gave out presents to the helpers and cooks.. i was super surprised i got something.. since i only came for 2 days..lunch was nice.. beehoon soup.. while we were eating.. edwin turned up to pass jeremy a burnt CD of songs.. oohh did i mention he came in his no. 4 uniform.. the camouflage uniform. ahaha.. came in i salute him.. AFTERNOON SGT FU!!! wahahaha.. cool sia.. than he also ate.. then as i was eating.. yingsui(shiyun's sis) came up to me..look at me.. i thought you say my sister coming one??? i was like later.. than in my mind was like how am i supposed to know??haha.. aniway.. than they came out with the ice cream.. wah.. super sian man.. we couldnt have any.. till at least they finish.. so wait super long.. finally can take one miserable strawberry cornetto.. nice lah.. considering the fact tt after tt gotta go back to the back of the kitchen and start slogging away.. so yeah cleaned the dishes again.. than by the time we clean finish was almost workshop time already.. so all the kids went down than me and jer when to the l3 audi play the cd.. nice songs.. then sy called say she coming in.. told her go help joyce they all patch up at the fellowship hall.. i cant do patching up for nuts.. i think i'll make it worst lor.. ok nvm.. back to it.. so yeah.. we served tea they did patching up.. great team of helpers.. hmm.. wah.. then spent the rest of the time slacking and watching them patch up.. till dinner.. served the indian karopok.. donno how to spell lar... ok nvm.. 1st joyce was there.. keep fighting with me.. i trying to finish giving out the spicy one and she trying to give out the non-spicy one.. haha.. than she swaped with shiyun than again.. lyk fighting liddat.. haha.. fun lar.. than after tt.. chionged the cups for washing to can go up watch the special program.. haha.. than went up.. sat with shiyun and joyce.. and then jeremy edwin and deb in front.. haha.. so nice.. haha.. shiyun kept pulling my shirt.. my sister!! haha.. oh wells.. too bad i was sitting beside her.. than my bro lar.. did the smallest part in the whole sketch.. what to do he my bro what.. ok nvm.. than wah.. the brothers shaun and gabriel.. wah.. powerful duet man.. nice.. haha.. so yeah..hmm than chionged down serve supper.. lucky didnt have to fight with joyce or shiyun i was serving muachee super nice.. haha.. okok..

going for class camp soon.. update another time..
hmm.. and ball ball is still not here.. haha...

~ still liking you ~

scrawled at 6/25/2004 03:36:00 PM

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

woo.. tired.. just camp home from church.. went to church at 1000 help out with junior camp.. had the time of my life.. started by making the water bombs cause ZHIHUI said:"only 1000 enough" so started making bombs with jeremy zhenxing clement and darren.. had alot of fun lar.. but i donno why in the end i always get the wettest..so not fair.. than morning tea.. pastor mitch wanted to speak to us.. so cannot stick too much to the campers. i think its just one person lar.. and i think he knows it and i think all of you know who it is..traumatising them.. ahaha... hmm.. than later joyce came.. than little while later jiawen came.. so by this time i think we made 500 already.. than was lunch..had spagetti..nice.. than went back to the water bombs..was starting to get fun..haha..than by tea we finish the load.. han as we were unloading them to bring them down in pails.. we discovered.. tt does at the bottom have leaked and so have to be re-done.. so was chionging for time.. finished the lot.. brought it down to the maze..had alot of fun lar.. and i was drenched from head to toe..so yeah.. had alot of fun.. wetting the kids and all.. in half and hour.. all our effeorts in the water bombs were gone.. jeremy's efforts of the maze to 3am last nite torn down.. sad case.. haha.. than went up to bath.. came down.. helped with dinner.. after serving than ate my own.. nice man.. chicken wing, lettuce, whipped potato, pock ribs.. shiok.. than help out with the dishes.. wah.. the cleaning machine is super fast man just dump all the dishes inside than close..easy man.. than after tt had to leave.. now we know what the helpers had to go through all those years before..

missing you is the hardest of it all

scrawled at 6/23/2004 09:18:00 PM

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

spec course land module just ended...
now i know theres nothing more smelly than a group of 100-200 guys and gals who are wearing no. 4 or camo uniform which has not been washed for 2 days.. stink lyk donno what lar.. madness.. on the MRT half the ppl also cover their noses.. wah lao.. donno where to hide my face sia.. hmm.. sea and land module all over.. just waiting for POP or Passing Out Parade than can get my SGT rank.. whether 2nd or 3rd sgt depends on the score.. hopefully can get 2nd..
hmm.. junior camp is going now.. yes this very minute.. wish i was there helping out...hmm.. may drop by with ed and sy on thurs..
can i conceal the real me much longer??

scrawled at 6/22/2004 08:30:00 PM

Sunday, June 20, 2004

been awhile since i last updated.. had too many things happening..
spec course is boring.. they should just change the name to SLACK course...what a waste of time.. they say from 7 day compress to 2 and a half day.. i think still can compress to one and a half day.. half the time spent doing nothing.. tts just sea module.. land module coming up tml and tue.. not looking fwd to it.. except the playing with the rifle part.. :X

sundays are the best.

this morn went to church super early.. i step into the fellowship hall only got joyce sitting there stoning all alone..
sat down almost fell asleep.. i think this morn all my platoon mates all sleeping man.. while i was waiting at church.. than started.. after tt t ck class.. haha.. at the beginning of the lesson.. cause t.ck was talking abit loud.. so shiyun was commenting tt he was talking too loud.. haha.. than he was lyk you not teacher lar.. ask me talk softer.. hahaha~ than had pizza for breakfast.. 1st time auntie sally did tt for breakfast man.. not bad~than teens worship.. t liyen spoke being filled with knowledge.. lunch~ western again.. ate.. had a fun time laughing with the usual bunch of ppl.. than since no cat class cause of the prep for junior camp.. so went up office to slack.. wait for ppl to clear before start cleaning.. than after tt.. went to start cleaning the 2nd floor toilets.. finish already.. go carry pews.. whao.. you may think they are quite light but its not..very tiring.. 5-6 ppl carry one pew.. and imagine 20 pews.. whao.. than supposed to carry chairs down to basement but edwin wanna leave go makan.. so left with them.. ended up at post office macs with edwin and shiyun.. talked abt donno what also lar.. than come home..
still gotta finish my work and pack my bags.. spec course tml..

junior camps starting tml.. hope it goes on without a hitch..

this morn was reminded of a song...

MY CENTRE
so many decisions, i don't know where to start.
do i go with what my head tells me , or listen to my heart?
standing in the middle, i'm truly overwhelmed by all i'm trying to handle all by myself.

out on the edge,with YOU as my centre,the point around which all my world revolves.
every question can find an answer,every problem can be solved.
things seem clearer, and i can see YOU work, but only when i, first, make YOU my centre

its so amazing, though it really shouldn't be.
how you work each day around the world without much help from me.
i know i found myself sometimes in your way.
remind me,LORD, when i should stay in my place.

out on the edge,with YOU as my centre,the point around which all my world revolves.
every question can find an answer,every problem can be solved.
things seem clearer, and i can see YOU work, but only when i, first, make YOU my centre

scrawled at 6/20/2004 06:47:00 PM

Thursday, June 10, 2004

sea com over.. brought home our trophy..again.. out of the six years since the school unit has been formed.. we have won the sea competition for 4 years.. tt is wonderful.. keep it up!!
wah today was mad.. all the schools were cheering their schools on lyk crazy.. i think almost everyone go home with a sore throat..tml no shouting for me..haiZ.. from the sea competition.. you can reallie see the school tt has the best attitude and also sociable.. even the army officer.. 3rd Sgt(NS) Victor also say we got the best attitude.. hmm.. came home with 2 medals.. not bad..was hoping for 3.. but missed by a few points.. can see some of the friendly bonds formed between the part C batch in all the schools.. thanks to all the nonsense at RIKE..but hey.. not bad..
tml morn go study spec course notes then go school for GOH pract.. than after tt..go ms tan house for dinner at her house warming~ nice.. only part C and i think part D going..

i hope my feelings are right when i say i like you~

scrawled at 6/10/2004 09:39:00 PM

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

finally RIKE over.. tired.. black and blistered all over.. nice experience lar.. getting to see and ride all the different military transport from a measely assault boat to a huge RPL transport..
hmm.. the times after tt quite ok lar.. fun..tml going for sea com not acctually competition lar.. mostly heats lar..well just been informed by a certain person tt i'm supposed to replace someone.. and i'm not even prepared..well things come.. wed and thurs got sea com.. then fri got GOH training.. after which go ms tan's house warming.. sat got training again till abt 1600 try to chiong down for choir.. reallie miss singing with them.. wish me luck tml..

i think i like you..
the smile on your face lets me know that you need me..
the truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me..
the touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever i fall..
you say it best, when you say nothing at all..

scrawled at 6/08/2004 09:43:00 PM

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

just came back from the iss thing.. quite fun lar.. wait till i get there.. morning woke up so early.. went to church for uncle beng hoe and aunty michelle's wedding.. nice affair.. no joke.. great lar.. just tt i was super early.. dunno what to do..haha.. hmm.. then walked ard.. only ppl tt were early was sam david all coZ they gotta play violin then joyce also coZ her mom.. same as me.. we'r in the same boat *hiGh fIvE* haha.. lame.. then jeremy and ming fei came.. saw daniel ong and jean danker.. haha.. didnt know michelle was so big in mediacorp radio.. laze ard than the wedding started.. quite nice lar.. big enturage with them.. family of 8 man.. wah.. headache sia,, quite nice wedding.. just tt i had to stand half-way throughout..coZ no space.. then since i so nice give ppl my seat lor..haha.. food was great too.. than after tt lazed ard till 5 got iss nite out.. fun sia.. treasure hunt with games.. then dinner.. then just now.. play the game.. the tapping game so fun.. and i didnt even kena.. then when i left tt time it was andrea's 2nd time kena.. haha.. than laugh at her.. then she threaten me say next time i kena..

tml going RIKE.. till sat then sun got final kayaking training for sea com.. gotta go start packing soon..catcha ard..

i think i love you..
do you love me? do you not?
i'm sorry i cant be perfect...

scrawled at 6/02/2004 09:31:00 PM