Sunday, April 30, 2006
hmm thong sent me a song yest.. i guess it really does have at least a lil meaning to me.. but well some things just cant be changed overnight right? haha they say it takes a split second to turn for the worst but years to pick it back up. oh wells.. i guess you just gotta learn to stop getting overly distracted... maybe i'll post the song ltr..
well.. yest was the 2nd follow up to family camp on foundations.. "love, word, faith." maybe i take too much things for granted i guess i really gotta go back to the basis of my faith.. which obviously sucks.. grr.. i think i'm wierd.. i put so much emphasis on leading a godly life.. one tt ppl can look at and say tt your a christian. BUT i guess my porsonal faith sucks. ARGH.. maybe i'm just stupid..
hmmm..i was thinking maybe i'm really a "jack of all trades, but master of none.." which is a good and bad thing whichever you want.. but its just so confusing sometimes.. man..aiya.. why life so confusing one...thong got a new phone.. i'm jealous..
okay now for a life changing experience.. TML. at 1230 pm i shall step into a salon and change my image after 2187362109360216 yrs.. and on wed. i shall get new spects. so whoever doesnt see me till next weekend.. you'll see a whole brand new me. HAHA..
I will never stand in your way
Wherever your heart may lead you
I will love you the same
And I will be your comfort every day
Do you hear the words I say?
take your sweet sweet time..
okay its late. mommy says lil innocent boys like me need their rest. so i shall listen to mommy cause what mommy says is right. =D
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this week, pastor did 2 specials on the gospel of judas.. its quite funny actually. okay on a personal stand. and obviously it doesnt make alot of sense but anyways.. i'm kinda thankful for our church. how many churches actually bothers to do sth like this to clear any doubts its members might have? haha anyways i think pastor had a fun time reading the gospel of judas laughing while critiquing it.. but yeah.. you never know when more of such stuff will be uncovered!
man. now my phone has one less game.. someone accidentally deleted the driving game.. grr..BUT its okay cause i'm in a goot mood. its fri alr.. weekends are here.. long weekend this time.. YAY!! 
US after concert. =D BEAMING after our best performance
i wore toe socks to schl today! yay! ahhaa.. so fun.. okay but the lessons werent so fun so shant elaborate on tt.. we had a class outing to black canyon at serene centre today. haha.. with the excellent service at black canyon, they should just win singapore quality class award please. haha i bet the lady look down on us cause we're students buying the students meal and she'll treat the other ppl nicely.. idiot. okay then we stood outside for forever.. and finally decided to take a photo. 
haha okay tts abt half the class? or ard there lar. i think i look super big and fat in front pls. i should stand behind next time. haha.. hmmm okay then after tt i went back while the rest went to augustine's house..
haha the interesting part.. took 174 to lucky plaza and took the 14e back.. it was the express bus so it doesnt stop at every stop.. its like it covers orchard ad raffles hotel and then next stop its like mountbattern which is like near my house.. haha.. so while everyone was on the bus minding their own business and i was playing with my phone. when the bus passed the benjamin shears bridge suddenly some caucasian man shouted "when is this bus gonna stop you B__T__D." at the bus driver. the bus suddenly became quiet.. the man was standing at the back door frustrated cause the bus wasnt gonna stop for at least another 10 bus stops. then he kept shouting and grumbling saying stuff like " you singaporeans want us to come here and spend all our money and when we need help no one helps us." then he said sth like " i'd rather go spend my money elsewhere like indonesia, at least they smile when they rob you. haha could hear everyone giggling alr.. tt man is mad lar. its his own fault for boarding the wrong bus. imagine the feeling of dozens of PATRIOTIC SINGAPOREANS ON THE BUS LIKE ME!
haha.. okay anyways.. its the weekend again yay! okay but i must do my homework. and stop procrastinating. stupid boy.
i need them for today.
whao. in a flash easter's over.. dancing, concert, lunch. its just so fast! but i must say i throughly enjoyed myself throughout the course of preparing myself for easter.. now with no more excuses i reallly gotta get back down to studying. hmm last yr i told myself tt i'll start studying after 2nd intake but after so much has happened. i somehow just cant get down to it. i get easily distracted. man.. okay but i shall slowly work on it.. sometimes i ask myself if so many things didnt happen this yr. how would i be.. haha.. in a way better in a way worse. i guess its just a win-lose situation.. just how you make the best of it.. but in all these i really thank HIM for such a wonderful mom. never expected my mom to be so supportive and respect my every decision. but yeah! hmm.. yest and today has been a lil wierd for me again. haha sorry if i've been irritating anyone or acting like a retard to the ppl in school.. haha.. BUT i guess i'm fine. =D dont worry. anyways how many ppl actually read my blog or worry abt me? haha.. i think i have too much self pity. tts bad.
hmm do i look like a teddy bear? the 2 crazy crescent gals in my class keep calling me teddy bear.. 1st its hamster, then squirrel, then chipmonk, then teddy bear. i wonder whats next. GODZILLA!!!! ROAR!!!! BIG FAT AND UGLY! okay anyways.. swim's quite okay.. just getting used to the training and not lag too far behind..
next mon and tue, pastor will talk on the "gospel of judas" that recently made headlines.. i think it'll be interesting.. and i want to watch over the hedge soon.. before today the last movie i watched was super long ago pls.. i cant even remember.. i think it was derailed or sth.. man..
Lord, as i seek your guidance for the day,
i find Your thoughts unyielding,
confusion clouds my way.
but then when i bow to You,
the challenges you guide me through,
Your promises are ever-new
i need them for today.
HE is alive!
man.. its been awhile since i last updated.. and i guess so much thinking in the last 2 mths has done me goot. you know? ahaha.. i'm quite excited abt easter this year... not just cause of the dance and the musical. but cause somehow theres a special sense of joy this year as i think and reflect on what easter really means. =D plus i've got so many friends coming.. wow. haha.. i guess somehow my eyes have been opened. and well its always through sufferings tt we're brought closer to HIM eh? haha.. but then again. what i went through wasnt suffering. so well who am i to say eh? ultimately its HIS grace. =D
hmm today as we were sitting at the sanctury waiting for out turn to start concert pract.. various batches were auditioning for easter lunch.. and as i sat there.. i wondered to myself.. 5 yrs down the road can we still be there.. maybe 10-15 yrs down the road when there are even lil ones running ard the stage and looking so cute.. will we still be there. you know i really cant tell and i guess none of us can.. but i pray we will. its so encouraging to see an entire batch of err.. 1973 up on stage presenting a song even with the kids!
hmm JC life's starting to take its toll.. its so tiring.. i cant even keep awake for some lessons man.. argh.. i guess it takes loads of discipline which i really dont have.. okay but we'll learn how to cultivate it along the way i guess..argh. and i got an econs test tml! grr..
You never came down,
You never came down,
from Your tower of wood.
but it was only throught Your dying,
that Your love was understood.
You never came down,
You never came down,
from Your tower of wood.
till it was finished,
You never came down.